"And i dont want the world to see me, cause i dont think they will understand. when everything is made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am"
just came back from studying with crystal and aik. my mugging accompaniment. managed to get my lazy body to adjust to daily studying. from now on, it would be intensive studying at siglap starbucks in which is gonna be our second home. well not really studying all the way as i will suffer from a mental breakdown, probably including some bitching too. hilarious
prelims are coming up, so is Os.
was late for school yet again. i give up. and i believe the teachers too. came at 9am. well, cant blame me. i was still suffering from the effects of the excessive drinking of alcohol from yesterday's party. call it an excuse or whatsoever, but my head was splitting when i got up this morning. at least i still dragged myself to school today and not sleep in.
had PE today. MEGA fun. probably its the 8th time i took it this year. i know i used to curse PE with my every breath but now is not that intensive. thank the lord.
played volleyball. won 3 lost 1. lost 1 because mr chiang helped the other team. biased. i displayed the power of my buddha palm today. not on purpose, but after hitting the ball, the ball flew, and i swear it really flew. out of the fence, all the way up. funny thing was that there were 2 girls running, and it landed right in front of them, giving them a major shock. oops. sorry. i guessed PE is quite fun after all, despite the complaints and swearing in the older posts.
my social calender has not been really hectic for the past few days. life is just boring me out. at least studying would be permanent every night. this would keep me from having a breakdown at night. thank god for aiken and crystal who can come out and study late, and live a nocturnal lifestlye. i do not know why, but i can really do effective studying in the night. afternoon is just a zombination period for me, in which living on prozacs. actually, prozacs are just a placebo. they dont help in making u feel less depressed. it is just whether u choose to think you're depressed or not.
late day tomorrow.
or rather its normal day as everyday is a late day for me.
i think i'll be early.
u think so?
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