Big Ben Theory

A teacher came up to me today and said , " Do you know that i am going to write a bad report about you. "
(Bad report here means my late coming problem, not any serious crime.)

when she told me that, i just thought to myself. Seriously, i dont give a shit. Not that i have a bad attitude or i'm trying to rebel against the school but look, everyone has their weaknesses and their struggles.
that's the problem with the school, instead of looking at the good points you have, they focus and magnify the bad stuff and bitch about your flaws to the other teachers. instead of helping the students, they antagonise the problems. Now you know why i detest school and that every freaking school day is tormenting hell for me. This are exactly the reasons. Day to day, teachers come up to me, scolding, threathening me with detention, betas and all the other punishements that they can think of. Can't you see that im making a point to be early and at least i'm in school?

anyway, told myself that i DO NOT have to prove to anyone else but myself. you can go ahead with the reports for all i care. i don't live for them. This is my life. if you have a problem with it, take it up to God. But why dont i suggest that instead of bitching about the weaknesses of students, you take those reports and betas and shove it up your ***.

your betas or whatsoever reports does not affect me.
your perspective and view of me as a whole does not bother me,
Cause for that fact i know my purpose in life, and as for the time being, is to do well and get the shit out of here.


now, moving on.
long long day today.
gonna study and sleep early.
sorry crys,
not studying with ya tonight.
human nature does not permit.
im too tired.

i will be early tml.
well, too early to say.
but see the point.
IM TRYING.