Big Ben Theory

get the spectacles on. ben is blogging.

yes yes i know, its been a while. all of you're are in your mid thirties. nice wrinkles you got there, mary!

exams, test and every other nerve wrecking, time consuming things is piling on me now. guess i just dont have the time.

prelims are in a week's time or so? many topics to study, so little time, shit ass grades yet again, endless nagging, unbearable scoldings.. and the mess in my life goes on. not anything unusual.

saw the VP on thursday. listed the things that she thought was "problems" to her. From not going to dental appointment to latecoming to attendance to dadadadadada... the list goes on.

look. the dental appointment thing. i have a reason, not some sad lame excuse, but a reason. i had remedial at 2 and sch ended at 2 for me. didnt had the time to go down to tell them that i could not make it, so told jem to do it for me. and miss tan said that the nurse complained on waiting long for me. BULLSHIT. get the facts right.

and yes, my new office enemy, the new secretary. making life worse for me. complained to miss tan about my attitude when i do not even know her before i went in to see miss tan. The word here is DO NOT KNOW HER. and so is the same for her, she DO NOT know me. first time i met her, was when i was talking to mdm alice phua and she suddenly interrupted saying i have to change my attitude.i'm like, excuse me? what attitude? and she just refuse to mention what attitude and she just kept on saying you must improve your attitude.. look honey, firstly you do not even know what you are speaking and secondly im not speaking to you. whos' the one that must improve the attitude?

said if i continue this attitude, would get bang down in the future and people would bash me up. and she asked me this " do you want people to bash you up?"

i burst out into a major silent laughing fit. marcus was there. he lost it too.

this woman is wierd. miss lee is the name i think.

knew her better when i come late in the mornings. she will shout my name across the office. as if the king has arrived. oh well. im the king, to her. and right there, hell started the moment my first pronounciation of my name is being exclaimed. how drama. and she will go on about why am i late and yeah, you know whats next.

knowing myself, i hold my comments and be to the best student when im in the office. cause i know somehow, the higher authourity can see me and hear me. so i'm really polite. and this lady here is out to mock me. oh well.
given my good nature, when she says me, i'll just nod my head or answer her politely. see...

saying thank you cher will result in getting a lecture from this secretary. she would say that you must say thank you miss lee. hmmm.

wierd.

MOOVING ON..

Was watching CSI, the finale. its so so good. one of the best i would say, or rather the ratings has proven it all. despite the fact that im not really gifted in science, i manage to comprehend the theories used. i'll pass physics.

teachers day. we're in! playing for the finale? cool.. we're doing it professionally this time. DI boxers are brought down, effects peddle for both bass and electric will be there too. and lem will go on about his peddle being bigger than mine and ya da ya da.. bakar promised to EQ the sound? well i hope. full dress is tomorrow, and i have went on in telling everyone i will come down in a clown suit. now, does anyone believes that?

some did.
they need help.

Been awhile since i've had a performance on stage.

performance, not service, so do not count the chapel meetings and youth services.


i've not been sleeping well lately. had 4, 5 hours for the past 2 days? this includes the sleep-in for morning assembly and going to sch at 9. im really tired. as in literally. i need sleep sleep sleep. :D

its 12.40am. *gasps*

why? cause i'm currently suffering from a mental and physical fatique and im afraid i wont make it to sch tml.

gonna sleep now.
well i hope,
if no one calls
or talks to me on msn.

*the cons of technology.