losing it.
my emotional state now is in a mess, in a state of confusion and of disquietude.
i dont know what to say.
things just happen so fast.. so so freaking fast.
i was just at cine enjoying myself over dinner yesterday and the next thing i know, received a phone call from char, saying that samuel had passed away today.
at that point, i just felt a sudden rush of shivers. i immediately started praying, asking god a question which everyone would - WHY GOD. WHY HIM. WHY NOW. WHY WHY WHY.
two deaths in two consecutive thursdays.
ENOUGH.
i had enough.
lord, though i may not understand, but i believe your ways are higher than ours, your thoughts are higher than our thoughts. lord indeed we may not see the reason through our cairnal eyes, but i believe you have your reasons.
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