results are
Amazing..
Amazingly dreadful.
stupidity at its very finest.
you can say its somehow predicted, but not for me. Grades are on the decline. and i really need to do something about it.
if you ask me, i would say that i am quite affected. not that i would running off to a JC for the first 3 months and getting to know people from all over the country, but its just this depressed feeling lingering in my soul.
i can't possibly get this aggregrade for Os. i would be in a mental disorder state.
prozacs won't help, not just for the fact that its a placebo to a certain extent.
knowing this year prelims, the standard is not very high. its predicted that it is around the same standard of difficulty for Os.
thanks a lot, i really needed that.
screwed.
and what antagonises it is that your friends are getting better grades. i dont know if its the working of the competitiveness in me, but i just feel lousy when people are doing well, and i on the other hand, are getting shit ass grades. its not that i want people around me to fail or whatsoever, but
i just simply use people around me as an indicator of my performance.
and this year, 2006 prelims,
i've failed.
now, its definitely not about being competitive.
i'm glad i established that.
my sincere extend of congrats to those who did really well.
i really envy you people. the straight As, with a lil' Bs here and there.
its so funny isn't it,
that through the years,
exams have never daunted me,
or so to speak, the results.
but why, this year
it seems so different,
different from the rest;
Os be damned.
i have to think happy thoughts, before i start wallowing in self pity.
what an emo hour.
MOVING ON,
im really looking forward to tomorrow.
great plans installed.
hmmm
on the topic of great plans,
America.
will be skipping there with sarah and the rest.
One way transport and lodging paid for.
thanks sarah and family.
1 week of fun, shopping, food indulgence, hot babes, wonderful social activities, without singapore blues.
i am such a lucky classmate.
will be missing graduation at downtown east for a class chalet near the D' marquee.
haha.
what perfect planning.
that's the way with my class
and how they work.
love em' loads,
its indeed a pity on how we are all going to depart.
classroom are just like the airports.
Arrivals, departures.
2 years of being in the same class, with the same people.
the bonding, the love, the unity.
its genuine, never a facade.
how can one bear to leave such a strong bonded atmosphere.
time has indeed ticked so quickly away.
3 days left,
and our class will never be a class again, in the physical prospect.
you may say that once a 4J, always a 4J,
and that we are united in the spirit and we can still communicate and all;
but have you ever wondered whether we can go through what we went through before, again?
the lessons that we had together,
the times where we laughed at our teachers probably because they "zao sia" or had coffee stains on the skirts.
the hectic PE routine we braved through.
the never-ending, 10 kg weight loss tedious "resilent" walkaton during the sec 3 camp..
after Os, you might not get to even see the person seating 2 rows down 1 seat up from you ever again.
what an irony isnt it,
that 2 months ago, we hated class, and we wanted school to end so badly,
now we will pay anything not to leave class.
i love 4J,
and i seriously hope after this year,
we will have many get-togethers.
treasure one another when you can.
teachers included.
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