Big Ben Theory

I MISS MY BUDDY LOADS. TONS. MUCH. *whatever words you wanna use to get it. put it in.*

sometimes being nostalgic is depressing.

ok, wait, all the times.



HELLO BUBUs.

apologies for the lack of social updates and entries.

cry me a river.


okay, life has been good in general.

just having to wake up in the morning, without having to remember what day is it and just live the day as it is.

been early for meetings and dates with people this week.

something to be proud of.
but for those who dont really know me,

its just the people i hang out with, always turning up very very early, making me late.


fools, i know.



service today was crazy.




"If faith cannot be tested, it cannot be trusted." -ps how.


it got me thinking,
indeed faith is all about test and the beliefs you have for something or in someone.


most of the times,
we tell God, "Hey god, i trust in you and all"

not saying its wrong

but can God trust you?

are you a person in which in service you hide behind the loudness of the music, the hype, the emotions, or for us musicians, behind our instruments?

scrape all this.


can God still trust us?
with the lives of our friends, our loved ones?


can? can? can?

faith. faith. faith.

test. test. test.


having said that,
YA service was simply awesome.


just seeing God move in his life was just mind-blowing.

seeing him singing and weeping


indeed God can change the hardest of hearts.



simpy with rach sher and nuo afterwhich.
yongxiang and jem came afterwards.


concluded today that when someone is something, he/she wouldnt tell people that he or she is something.

okay, in simpler form,
if ben is generous, he wouldnt tell people that he's generous.

So guys,
ben is generous.

rach sher and nuo would nod their head in total agreement.




and sher,
be more careful next time.

=)