i just came to realise something
that people cant be trusted, especially the ones you freaking thought you can trust.
stupid right?
only realising it now, when you feel that stinking betrayal in your being.
and the worst is that these people are the closest, the ones you never imagine that would let your secret out, but they did.
and as the word secret suggests, you keep it to yourself.
be it whether the secret is good or bad, it stays between you and the person you told.
thing is, its not the first time this happens.
same people, betraying you time and time over again.
but because they are the closest to you,
you give them chance after chance.
forgiving and forgetting, learning how to trust again.
but this time,
i've learnt.
screw it.
and know this,
im not some whiny pussy that after the secret got leaked out, i got scolded so badly that im pissed.
but its the betrayal, the closest person you trust, happily just blurting it out.
it was never about the scoldings
im really saddened and disappointed and maybe in your words extremely pissed.
not just one close person,
but two.
time after time.
if it was you, how would you feel?
i ask myself why, why would they even do it?
nothing they would gain.
maybe the most seeing me get into trouble or whatsoever,
but freaking WHY?
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