Big Ben Theory

If you ever think you're blur and that you are somewhat of innocent, wait till you meet my friend rach.
Blur, innocent, naive, she wins it all. Simply believing with pure innocent eyes, and naive smile, time after time, getting conned by her wuuunderful friends (:
vaness would testify. RIGHT?

So ladies and gentlemen, thats rachel for you (:
She doesnt bite.
I think.


Peculiarly, the days are moving at a very slow pace, minute by minute, second by second. Its probably because all assignments were handed in and for the time being, just temporary, im left with nothing to do. Every fibre of me should be rejoicing and partying but for some weird reasons, im not. And i wouldn't be.

You know the term "jet lag", where having traveled to another country with a whole difference in time zones and when you're back, there's a problem, the time problem. Jet lag they call it. So bringing this into context, im suffering from work lag. So used to the assignments piling and the daily school motion and the other mundane routines, suddenly, the feel is different. It has shifted. But like i said earlier, its only temporary. Soon, work would come straight at my face.

Am i asking for it?

clueless.

AHHH! pretty boring introduction and have lost some of your at the very picture. But i apologise for my boring life. Nothing interesting, just that i ran into a pole the other day.

hur hur.


i think doing shoutouts would be more awesome (:



vaness: hello uncle. Its good to hear that you're attempting to do a solid fast. That really inspires me to take my fasting to another level. Honestly, with the whole resting on the sabbath day and not fasting, i better do something. Its really tedious and sometimes depressing, but i guess lets push on. For the sake of our fellow YMers and YAs, and even our friends, lets go for it. And regarding the whole issue earlier today, just know people talk all the time. Something we cant control, but what we can is whether we want to filter it in or not. Screw all this people and know that you are greatly appreciated by many. Know that you are hawwwwt and will always be. You have been a wonderful friend and i have been blessed. And i believe many others would be blessed by you too (: loves.

aiken: Hello pal. First of all, return bubu. He's badly needed. hah. Anyway, i talk to you all the time till i'm left with nothing to say, but just all the best for your exams and SA will be calling you up soon (: i'd be praying for you like i always do. And you cant get away for making "them" blue. I'll personally take on hannibal lector. Your personal favourite schizophrenic character.

sher: Evening my friend. You have this weird policy which i still cannot understand. Shutting your mobile every night. How do you even do it? No calls at night? I would so die. Is it the tremendous large bills? well whatever is it, lets meet up soon. i hope soon here don't represent next year or something.

pris: BUDDY BUDDY! so many things to say but dont know where to start. Common ar? Looks like we are so meeting up this week and no way is piano lessons stopping us (: Oh, it feels good to be the star walking down upper east coast road on a sunday morning with two cute lil' fellows waving at me from a near-by window. HAH! I'm a star (: Anyways, its good seeing you after forever. Though it was a mere silhouette of you waving by the window, it was awesome (: and lets continue to be nostalgic, in good sense, remembering the foolish stuff we did back then (: And regarding the attacks, i always say, God has his purpose. And he will never leave you nor forsake you. He is there, teaching you. Revealing an epiphany about something, or bringing your faith to another level. But whatever is it, i'm praying for you. Oh, and about the JC life, ROCK IT like what you always do (: loves

cass: Happy Birthday sexy! (: look forward to the more days in class we are going to have. And just so you know, i love group work (: Glad knowing you as a classmate, and more than just that, a friend.

dawn: One word came into my mind when i decided to put you in the shoutout. Guess what's that word. Nope, you're wrong, its not bubu, but its SLEEPYFACE. Many of you people would be wandering why sleepy face, but if you guys take a closer look at wawnie molly folly polly birdie, you will understand why. The exact same face where you get after waking up from a 6 hour and 32 minute sleep. haha. Okay anyways, looks like the whole drama of me tau poking your mom has been brought to a church level. Everytime your mom drives in the mercedes through the gates of church, from the back, as if on cue, "EH BEN, tau pok dawn's mom again ar?" I can even be a jinx and say it together with them. Such irritants. No offence to those. I wont mention who. *coughs. CORAL. coughs* So, dawn, from you tau poking your mom became me. Even my only witness vaness refuses to vindicate me. Oh well. Life isnt fair.

And just a side note, "eyes" strikes again.


Alright folks, shout outs ended. I'm sorry, but i have to lie and say goodbye.
Till then (:

• On the contrary, away from the bright side of life, the grass is not always green on this side. So i guess i shall make this invisible after learning the art from the others. The imprints, a decision made for it to be there, not just physically, but emotionally. For somehow, it means something, something rather close to the heart. I ask God why, but of course, no answer. Bringing back the past to the future. Weird isn't it. For me to be saying this,where i always encourage people not to look back at the past as there's nothing left, but for me, its different. Very different. Maybe God had a reason? I dont know, but i'll simply trust.

There is no one else for me,
None but Jesus.