Merry Christmas and Happy 2010!

As always, i would end the year and start one with a reflection, with each year I resolve with the strongest intent to be better this year than the last.

But with this new year i just know if wicked things beckon, and i’m not so strong, if i weaken and fall on my ast, i’ll be thankful again that you’ll help me along. Faithful as before, as you have been during all new years past.

Looking back on the months gone by, as a new year starts and an old one ends, I contemplate what brought me joy and forget what brought me despair.

2010 wasn't the most eventful of years, but it did mark the closing of a chapter and a beginning of another.

unshakeable - finally over. but i have to admit, it came with great painful truth.

this year, just like any mystical creature, i'll emerge stronger and wiser from the ashes.

As i continue to live my personal theme for 2010/11 - Even greater, faith, blessed to be a blessing. Let me add one more core to it all; Let Go and Let God.

Anger, frustrations, disappointments, angst, sadness, grief of 2010- let go and let god. And if there's any injustice in my life, God will be my vindication.

A few entries ago, i blogged about forgiveness. Ha, i have to say, eating the humble pie to forgive isn't as easy as i portrayed it to be.

But unforgivness kills and it only deepens your mire.

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I'm not even done with the christmas cards yet and everytime i read them, it only reminds me of the great friends i have, at the same time reminding me how much i need to work on being a great friend to others. I love cards, but i take the longest time to read them cause my swollen-teary eyes accompanied with guilt would always call for a break before moving on to the next.

It's these cards that gets me going. So thank you for all your cards/letters/emails. You do not know the impact of encouragement it has on me.

Two nights ago was the first of many 21st birthdays to come, which in reality is pretty frightening because we're all getting older.

i.m 21 this year. all ready to vote for PAP. in the next worldcup hopefully, i'll be watching with my own family. (:

P.S my sister is finding a spouse for me. i wish i could say i trust her taste but the options she gave me was just regurgitating.