I think its time to blog, to enrich you people with my life. sorry for the lack of updates. been coming home at unearthly hour these few days despite the commencing of school. people have made it a constant effort to remind me that school has already started and holidays has ended. sometimes its hard to break out of the whole-so-jovial holiday mood. like people say, it takes time to adapt. i just have to realise that prelims are in about 2 months time which means Os are coming really up. thats really fast. i seriously and prayfully hope that i will do well. be it JC or poly, i'll leave it to god. til now, im still unsure. degree or enjoyable post-secondary life? most of your would say that i'll be dumb not to take a degree but you got to realise that im not a study type of person. i hate all the hair cuts, school uniform socks and all that bullshit. and i detest waking up in the morning to the outermost core.
I HAD ENOUGH.
LAST YEAR OF SECONDARY PAIN.
today mr k came up to me and asked how was i. i gave him that smirk knowing that he's already missing me. told me that he's gonna be brutal this term towards latecoming. it was meant to be a threat, but to me, its just another typical conversation with him. the last time he said he was gonna give me hell. haha. please. seeing him is already hell, which is gonna last me 10 decades. detention? please. if i even go or comtemplate to go. i know detention is not a choice, but sorry, it is to me. thats the way it is.
anyways, have not been late thankfully and was complimented by mr k. what a joke. soon, in time to come, i'll get "hell".
first day of school was utterly depressing for me.like all other days. i got caught by "kimberLEE" for my SHORT hair. well, he thinks is long
one word.
BLIND
open those eyes.
even my form and assistant-form teachers were impressed with my hair.
what can i say? this is school. you cant expect much, dont you.
now u know why i always say its really saddening and depressing? im not being so drama and all. but look. it speaks for itself.
went out with the worship team today for lunch.came to a conlusion that to worship lead, its not about the voice.. but its about........
THE FACE.
haha. and guess what, it was commented by lemuel! i burst into a major laughing fit. we were in a way dissing someone. haha. no offence.
i took nafa test yesterday, which made it the fourth time that i go PE this year. i just realised that PE on the new timetable is now on the 4th period and i cant come late to avoid it anymore. screwed.
but guess what.
i got all As for the 5 station.
i did it slackingly
and despite my lack of SCHOOL PHYSICAL EDUCATION.
not boasting.
i told my classmates that you dont have to go PE to keep fit. and is not that i hate exercising or what but in fact i love exercise. its basically PE that manipulates us to hate exercise. anyway, 2.4 km run next week. i highly doubt that i will be going school. im not a wuss or whatsoever, trying to escape the run. but i just dont believe in all this stuff. well, as usual, my own perspective which is my prerogative which explains the phenomenal of only going to PE 3 times this year. intriguing.
and just wanna thank vaness and all the others for all the secretly or open encouragement and prayers! it's because of friends like u who helps me to pull through.
i'll probably be in an asylum if not for your.
probably meeting aiken to study later.
see ya tml.
i promise i'll be early.
thats if u pray intensely
i.bleed.to.know.that.i'm.alive
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