Big Ben Theory

sometimes you have the mood, and sometimes you dont.

well i guess its pretty much about moods these couple of days. sometimes its not really about whether you have to do or not, but if you have the mood to do it. isnt it true?

was early for school today. i hardly say this. i hope i'll be saying this more often.
i just have to get my lazy inmobile morning ass out of bed, and i think rolling down onto the hard floor is a solution. and thanks jo and buddy for the morning calls. i'll probably be coming to sch when its over if not for you guys. thanks.

tokyo drift was insane! watched it with like half of the youth? haha. i want to get a liscence now!
joel lets go for a drift
and the next day, you'll be on the headlines.

haha.

isaac stated that we should have our very own too fast too furious in singapre. toa payoh drift. aunties and uncles coming out with their rickshaw bicycles, horning their way down.

half day tomorrow. thank god for national day.
more than just loving the country which i really hope so,
i love the holidays.
the activities that are going to be accomplished during the holidays,
the fun, the joy, the laughter.
but oh well,
not forgetting studying at night.
the Os are drifting closer.

worship was phenomenal on saturday. i was lost in it.
i know technically, it was messy.
but spiritually, it was massive.
at the place, my altar, i left a part of me.


i missed sunday service which was really a big bad of me!
overslept. well, i know its not a excuse. sorry lord.
i'll be early next week.

met up with the rest at simpang at night.
i had to leave my house.
the boredom was overwhelming
and the pratas were tempting.

had a lil talk with isaac and joel about the end times at the watermelon til 1 after simpy,
about heaven and hell
and the returning of jesus.
we say not to freak each other out,
but to wake one another up.

like what joel said, god has a purpose for that talk.

i was changed.
from that talk onwards,
all three of us,
more than just the bit of fear,
our relationship with god strenghthened.

i believe all went back home
and spent quality time with our maker, our friend, and our father in times of needs.


i'm coming back to the heart of worship
when its all about you
its all about you Jesus.