Big Ben Theory

slept at 4am the night before as i was trying to concentrate on studying.

woke up at 8am today.

no surprise.

BUT..

prelims was today. and they started at 8am.

would usualy take my time to go school,
but this time it was different.

I HAD 2 PAPERS TODAY!
bathed exceendingly fast, jumped into my shirt and left home. and as even i was walking to school, didnt run still, cause i thought running would be so not me and i wont want to enter the exam venue with a swimming pool on my forehead, i just got reminded of the verse "for all things work out well for those who love him."

didnt know why, but i continued walking.

walked til i saw something that i never saw in my whole of 10 years of education.

i saw students streaming out of the school. i had no clue to what was happening but it seemed like good news. i knew a miracle had taken place. called pris to check. she was like "ehh. can go home liaozzs. exams postphoned to wed." i was shocked, to the fact that god helped me. if the papers were not postphoned, i would have been 45 mins late. this would result in the loss of tremendous marks, which would affect my grades, my 2nd paper and so to come. turned back, and headed straight home for the bed, where i had left it 30 mins ago or so.

slept like a pig that was going to die the next day.

my god is a god of miracles. amen.

love you jesus.

studied with sher twinnie rach and ver after the 938410 hours of sleep.

the only faithful ones that stayed all the way was sher twinnie and me. the earliest and the lastest. though i was not the earliest, at least i left the lastest.

haha. feel so proud of myself.

studied studied studied. all the way.

ok, probably not all the way, played a lil' here and there, laughed and yeah yeah. left macs around 10pm. met aiken and ray.

of to his house.

this is what i call distress.

left his house at 2.
supposedly to cab back.

but as even i was waiting for the ever so long cabs,
i decided out of my perfectly sane sober mind,
i decided to walk back from his house.

whatever did i do that for.

i regret.

my legs are aching.

and as even i was embarking on that never ending journey,
cabs whizzed past me,
as if they were out to mock me.

i was stubborn, didnt hail any and continue walking.

this too, i regret.

when u want a cab,
they are not there.

when u do not need a cab,
they are there.

a beautiful irony.